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Wow, it has been 7 whole months since I've had time to remember that I have a mind say account. It's not like anyone I know really visits here anyway.  I don't have the extra time to blog about myself anymore, it is not all that exciting, mostly just humiliating.  I tried to start up my Art Studio in the down town area, and now I am suing the landlady.  I am still waiting to hear on the court date.  So now she has all my money from my lease, and is renting to another tenant, collecting rent on the very same unit, who probably actually did what she wanted them to do- which I refused to do- that is to put in a NON ADA CODE bathroom in where an existing one had been torn out- in a place of public service.  When I said "I simply can not and will not be doing that" she responded to that by evicting me without cause.   I am not going to break building inspection code for someone who just wants to save a buck.  How DO you keep a non code bathroom Hush Hush?  PEOPLE HAVE TO USE IT!!! Besides, four of my home schooled art students are children of a very big name Lawyer in a District Court in the City north of us.  What is she thinking -- that I am an idiot? that I could get them all to not use the bathroom and go along with her lack of respect for the law?  That on top of her other 6 or 7 counts against the lease agreement in the first month, it just didn't get any clearer that I was not able to rent from her anyway.  

 I am looking at the next location with an eagle's eye, not letting any question go unanswered.  So to pay for the lawyer, I had to take another long term substitute teaching assignment.  I was to teach there for a month, which turned out to be 7 weeks.  It really was a cool assignment, and I will miss my students very much.  When I left, it felt like 14 hearts getting ripped out of my chest all at once.  They are all so unique and I didn't think I could ever be so in love with a classroom in such a short time.  I was wrong.  I hope I can visit or sub for the new teacher as often as she needs me.  I hope they are all good for her and do their very best at all times. 

It just seems like when one good thing happens something horrific follows to even out the score.  Then when I am just recovering from the last horrific thing that happens,  I become suspicious of the next good thing that comes along.   It is an exhausting cycle.

Well, life goes that way.  Today I am getting the heck out of the house and going to a party with a friend and her new baby twin boys.  I get to hold two babies today.  That will always be good ...for about 18 more months at least.  It's a Christmas ornament exchange party.  So today will be good.  I'm really needing a few days off from all work commitments, just to get rested up and clean house. 

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